Lately I’ve been feeling the need to learn to not be mad at myself. Just keep doing what I’ve been doing by working on and bettering myself, and the rest will fall into place. That’s the way it’s always been and that’s the way it’s always worked for me, but why is it so hard this time? Is it because I need to make more drastic changes?
That is what I am in the process of figuring out.
Also, I need to stop worrying about the people who are supposed to be my best friends who are bringing me down.
Stop. Worrying. About. Them.
No progress is made there.
It is only made in what I do, with myself and with the forward motion of my life that will result in progress and positive change.
And yes, it is a back and forth struggle consisting of 5 steps forward and 6 steps back on a weekly basis. But that’s also life. I will get there one day soon.